If you have never read the writings of St. John of the Cross I would invite you to do so.
I extend my best wishes to all of the Discalced Carmelites. Happy Feast Day!
If you ever go on vacation to the state of Wisconsin (or if you live there), I would highly recommend visiting Holy Hill. It is well worth the time. You can read about the Carmelites on their website.
www.holyhill.com/